Just thinking about it I never realized how motivated I was last year because of you. It’s crazy, I pushed myself really hard as a dancer and person and look where I am now. I wish I can stay motivated like that. But it’s hard when I feel so distracted. Too much happening at once. I miss that feeling of just being above the influence and staying inspired and motivated from you. Wah, just thinking about it. I want someone just like you. Hopefully one day. Cause I was in that position for almost a year. Which is crazy. I miss you. You’re an amazing person inside and out. But too bad things didn’t get to work out though. Wah I miss you. I wonder what’s gonna happen when we see each other this month.